When the lights go out I look for my face

Drastic strokes look so alive in the darkness

For a while I'm so real in myself

I could give you another heartbreak 

Shimmer down on my face I've closed my eyes I'm not thinking 

I'm not thinking about how to write my endgame 

I'm amused in my own circle

Optimistic yet vulnerable in my approach

I might be the century's best downfall

Wishful thinkings in my brain care to call me a loser

Would you care to bring me a sign here?

A sign to turn my time back where I was naive, 

Naive to believe in the world 

I want to write another love song this time

But I can't rhyme frightened domestic disturbences

I look for the grass on the other side

But there is nothing behind the concrete fences

So I move back and forth in my toxicated trance 

Building utopia is inside my several heartburns

Candle lights hanging upside down 

I'm fading underneath your shadow 

Could you tear me up thoughts by thoughts

Disoriented I might think I'm fake, I do not look surprised yet

Or am I too stoned !

Vindicated I'm acting like a lunatic

Seaside conversation is what I think of

During the sunset they sound so animated 

I'm going in my hybernation 

Lighting the sky I can fly down your window 

Inside your heart 

I lose my finger when I want to light a matchstick

I'm numb when the lights go out inside me

Painkillers in my hand I forget what I intend to

I could be your next favourite story or the cardboard room for vacation

Evacuate my hope

Give me a shape of your favourite nightmare

Try to shake me off my dreams now 

Wake me up when you feel disrespected 

Dedicate a song to me 

To me ....... To me ..... To me ..... 

When the lights go out I think about your face 

It turns me on to bring my heartache 

Submersed in desperate hypnosis

I suddenly feel so happy

I could kill the pain and make me a new wall of fame

Bring me luck

And sympathy