Forever and ever
Lust my sole endurence 
Galloping in the mainstream night with foothills on my head
Giant steps of mankind two steps behind the finishing line
Evil succeeds to elude me but the Devil thinks I'm real
Time is running like a drugged athlete screaming in the name of God
My hands shiver my wish stand by 
Hanging from the edge I'm so hard to recall swollen is the pessimistic life
Verses is my anathema living dangerously till I explode in stars
Heaven is the sky that looks dirty but hell is where I left my self
I walk and I crawl I run forward leaning against my will 
I believe no more but I do sometime think that forgiveness is not a sin
Is it sanity? 
Blessed with the anxiety? 
Does my skin looks so pale like I've neen drowned for a lifetime of numbness? 
Or does my eyes so red you couldn't tell if they were anytime dark again? 
Oh, No, I'm a madman just unlike you
Swalloing moments after moments like fireflies in my backyard
Chasing the clouds like a storm and surreality holds me apart
Maybe I don't know what I'm saying
Maybe I do
Maybe I don't care to know what's in your mind
But inside i feel like a beast
Waiting to bleed my heart out upon the world to see me bare