I am surrendered in the evening sky
I am livid around the future
I feel too many thoughts in...
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I am surrendered in the evening sky
I am livid around the future
I feel too many thoughts in my mind
I am a little bit understated
Shape me in your human clay
I am not crazy Iam just faded
Fading in your skies
I like to overwhelm when the doorbell rings
I keep my heartaches in my closet
I look so frustrated in my eyes
I am probably caffeinated
It's just too painful to know you're sorry
But it's just too old to feel wronged
Wrong ways to answer the phone
Might be the clouds in my eyes
I can't tell if it's a cold night
Or is it a conversation fright
Don't go, don't answer my call
I'm hanging up the lines out for you to dry
Don't look, don't share your fantasies
I might steal them and build my own castle
Sand castles on the shoreline
I like to explode myself in the moonlight
I like to see my shadow dancing
I play a tune to satiate my violent mind
I cut myself to feel I'm living
I am so pathetic I don't know my name
Was it Crazy or simply wasted?
Wasting my unkempt sighs
Don't think, don't cry me a river
I can't swim , I get drown under thousand leagues
Don't sing for me a love song
I put my heart on my hand and expext it to beat
Don't know if I could hate so much
I cry but it's only to open my eyes
Don't say, don't run away from me
I'm little depressed but I can come around myself
Come around your way
I sit down on the sand to watch the sea swallowing me in its cold awake
I sit down to watch the sky open up and take my heart apart
I sit down to feel the thunder hovering upon me igniting me to flames
I sit down to watch the sunlight bursting in thousand fireflakes in my cries
My tears can't be seen but they taste so salted
I could carry an ocean in myself
I keep my heart open incase you forget the key
And decide to drop by in the midnight bed
Don't think, don't look at the time
The time's never tell you when to fly
Don't wait, don't hang up the phone
My silence could speak a thousand words
Don't hear. don't defy yourself
I could tell your heart is tripping over my name
Carved in your blood
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Hello BMw ....
Ain't it so simple !!!! yet so disturbed !!!
I guess that's how ma poem goes nowadays ....
Scoobz waggin his tail ... Dank Dank Dank
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hey
wow,
that was good. and dank but I understood!!! Goofy flappin her ears...
n yeah she'll call, soon enough...give her time...and a promise to always be there.
goofy.
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Thanks NAVAL LANGA ... for yer recommendation ...

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Ah-ha .. Now that's not quite going with ma sense ... not opium-ed .. true .. but I'd rather not say it's a momentary daze .. it ain't the purple haze that glows around yer jukebox wen u play the music ... It's the madness that u succumb into ... like wen u come home after a long day n u wanna set free yerself into some distant place where time n space loses their fatuity !!!!
It's rather .. the sense where I feel me inside out ...
Religion or music .. both can b the same stuff .. u kno .. u become too attached to it to destroy it ... or u become a silent devotee who could think about a different world where they don' rule us ... they r jus a way of livin for us ...
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I'm glad that you're not opium-ed. Its mometary daze. Madness of the moment. No religion, music, if it doesnt set free.
~Ka
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No wonderin Ka ...
Rock n Roll might b a religion n u kno ... religion .. That's the goddamned opium of the masses...
Savin the soul !!! Guess it did .. somewhere . somehow ... someway ....
Believers ... they jump in the mosh pit n bang their head in smoke without givin a damn about the next moment !!! Naah... not that kinda believer m I ...
I'd rather sir down n play a song that'll slowly crawl inside me n burst open wide ... quite ... err... sadistic .. ehhh !!!!
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Has rock and roll ever saved anyone? except turning them believers in a faith that never came to pass? Just wondering.
~Ka
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Hey KA !!!! reminds me of Jungle Book

R u kiddin me ???
M both .. pained... n inspired by rock ...
How d'u expect me to write such stuff without gettin doped in rock n roll fantasy !!!!
Probably I think too much that rock n roll could save ma soul ....
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Reffy ....
Jus like that .... 
Maybe I'm going thru an intense phase ....
know the one wen I waswriting red Hot Romantic poems !!!!
Donchu Liking it ??
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You're pained or inspired by rock?
~Ka~
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