I don't remember how I started

I was busy holding my shaking hands

Two dose of amnesia

And my generous pathogenice strands

Darker than you ever believe

A vision to turn the world

Vague but much adequate 

With a shadow ten feet tall

Children of misfortune

With sighs and mortified wisdom

Nine lives to learn the fall

Nine deaths to sense the fatutiy of freedom

I started a story to spell my end

Written on the hall of forever doomed

Could've changed my fate if you ask

But yet too foolish yet to assume

There goes another broken song driven by my faith

Another deep growl mystified carrying the mighty weight

Hallucination in the aftermath of another fake attack

Caffeinated, distorted sleeping eyes never to awake

Heart is a stupid place

Hurt is a wise word to lean on

We play the game of quick expectations

While the day comes when the light is gone

Hungry is a soul that relies on sad tricks

Devour lies as we walk soothing to know we live no more

Crossing a distance that grows on

Between your head and my tried and failed folklore

Giving in is a fatal addiction, I'm drugged in my own disease

Sadness is a cure for the veiled emotions if you know how to release

I hope I didn't say too many words to take away the shame

If I woke up in a silent room with no doors do I know who to blame?