Fly be midnight hours I'm rejuvenated in sorrow

I'm looking at the other side if I could see tomorrow

I got scars on my haead and bruises in my heart

I want to confess my loneliness but tell me how to start

I know I didn't call you when you had your nightmares

Yes I didn't say good things when you highlighted your hairs

I hate to go to shopping coz you take so long to choose

I know you wanted to buy a dress but I wanted to buy shoes

So hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

Yes I gave away the book you gifted on our first date

I admit I'm wrong, no wonder still how worse can it get

I never listen to you no matter how hard you scream

I'm only interested if you do not eat anymore icecreams

I get really drunk sometimes and feel breezy on my feet

And if I'm on my own it makes me crawl in an empty street

I know you don't sleep at night but you don't pick up my calls

I always say sorry but I feel like I'm talking to some deaf walls

So hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

Hate me in ways
In ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

There were times when I thought that you are better off me alone

But just a single Hi from you and I feel like I'm reborn

I go naughty once a while and like to pull your both legs

It's hard to decide what's great, kissing your lips or your neck!

No, I 'ven't joined a gym as you told me but I'm contemplating something

You are not innocent yourself too, tell me what happened to swimming?

More over i was dead angry last night you switched off your cell

I wanted to give a  goodnight kiss, but baby what the hell !! 


So hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

Hate me in ways
In ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

There are moments I've made you cry

Though I swear I don't like tears in your eyes

Will you forgive me if I say I forgot your birthday ?

Yes, You're right, I'm stupid and I'll be like this always

I'm just a messed up little boy caught in the rain

Just an embrace honey and there'll be no more pain

So hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

So hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you


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*** Just a few afterwords. I've never written anything true than this. And for my sweet babes, no words could be enough. Now, it is based on, and you could say, inspired by a Blue October song HATE ME. The first few verses of the song are as pasted below. ***

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

....... lyrics by Blue October

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